thanks alot.
fugging depressed,to the state where i wonder wad im doing,
im reduced to the state tht i havta buy flowers for myself to cheer myself up
how pathetic is that.
and all i hav is myself ta blame.
you know i love you so much sumtimes,
and get so depressed over you sometimes.
i seriously do not need a birthday gift of free roller-coaster rides
(both literally and figuratively)
not from you not from you, i know now in ur head u will be thinking something along the lines of its me? its me? and start getting all guilty wad not.
but u know, lighten up a little.
i just want to be happy,
and i want you to make me happy.
happy-er.
wad not.
and im happy sometimes,
really.
but somethings are real killjoy-ers,
in a hur hur sense, and in a o man sense.
and i realise i havta simplify and mention every single detail,
in case u misinterpret,
which most of the times u do.
but im still grateful that u even did anything.
just that
im greedy.
ok, sorry.
its amazing how i hate you and love you all at the same time.
and no, if ure thinking hate means i want to kill u hate, no no no, thats not wad i mean.......
hate as in the argh! cant stand you-but yet u r oblivious hate.
not the my boyfriend is a loser hate.
OOOK.
i still love you you know.
